Still Waiting

Sunday, December 26, 2004

wah... after this morning's blogging, let me write down about my feelings at work! haha.. i guess this will be the most interesting blog on work.. lol =P

haha.. i just cant stop smiling whenever i think of our 'smaller' boss( i.e. of lower rank) named stanley.. hahaha... he's damn funny.. i used to think he was fierce and strict...but until i spoke to him... heheZ... yesterday, we were talking about erm.. i forgot le =P aiya just that we linked to he saying " me n peter(boss of higher rank) together mah" and den i said, "huh? u n peter together? u like him ar?" den he just added something that gave me the cReeEEppPPpSSssSS....... he said, "tao yan~" wah LAO!!! thinking of it can give me the creeps again... lol. but he was really funny la... though he is much older then me, quite different from the kind of guy i like, but i dunno why i feel so attracted to him!! OMG... i found myself keeping looking out for him today in the store.. we're always walking around and because of the many many tall shelves, i couldn't see him anywhere... so i kept keeping a lookout for him... O=)

haha... we chatted quite a lot together, and YOU KNOW WAD?!!!?! i SAW a GAY TODAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!! this is so omg. i see lesbians, n some gays, i've nv had this reaction before. this is so OMG. well i happen to see this guy( or girl? i dunno.) and his/her face looked kinda neat and sharp to me. i thought it was kinda funny but didnt care much, so when i walked past him, i suddenly noticed something. his eyebrows was neat.omg. he plucked his eyebrows. O-M-G. so i pretend to be taking some stocks and walk past him again, and saw that... that... that... he applied LIPSTICK. OMG. i'm speechless. later i told stanley his kind happen to come to our store. and i gave him a nickname--> uncle gay.
i was saying " ey i saw ur kind leh, uncle gay," and he asked me wad was the last sentence i said ==>> "uncle gay" and he added the word " tao yan~~" ARGH!!!!!!! gave me the cREEPSS!!!!! this is so... aRGH.... i really cant stand it!!! the thought of it makes my hair stands!!! OMG. i'm speechless.. i tot he wld scold me or wad... but in the end... arhh forget it. gRrrRRoooOOoSsSSs.......

haha... when it was around 9 oclock, my mind was already switching off... lolz... and my eyebags are getting worse, and my hair is getting messier... it was bed time for me then.. haha.. and den he walked past me, i was closing an eye. and he asked why i was so tired and i said it was bedtime for me!! lol. but it was onli 9 pm.

ok i noe this is a lame conversation. dont blame me for being silly. i just dont know wad to say....

so in the store i was still keeping a lookout for him, cos tmr i'm gonna work for the last day.. and i dont know if he was on duty tmr. maybe today will be the last day i see him. *heartbroken*

nvm, during class chalet i'll definitely go n see him again. yes i will.

hmm... suddenly in the store today i missed all my colleagues.. to think i was actually complaining 24 hours ago tt i'm going to quit soon, n i'm real happy about it. haiz. suddenly dun feel like quitting. i haven got my name tag yet! sianz.

quitting means i'll never get to see them anymore!!! actually is i'll never get to see stanley anymore. actually he's somewhere my height. he's very very very skinny. he's much older then me. he's not very handsome or cute. but he attracts me over.....

oh ya.. i was the cashier assistant again, and this time the cashier was uncle low.. it was around dinner time already, and uncle low was complaining that he was hungry... blah x 3.... so stanley took over him. stanley was standing beside me!!!! WAH!!! i so damn happy. but soon the queue dispersed. and i had to do stock already. if not i'm skiving. so i left the counter... *heart breaks again* hehe... but i saw the queue forming again!!! lol... so i went back to the counter, and saw another guy helping out as the cashier assistant standing beside stanley. *piang* so i left. sianzz

hehe but soon the guy became the cashier and stanley left the counter.. *all smiles*

haha.. there is still this incident, where i was uncle low's assistant.. he did not have enough coins in the cashier machine, so he told me to go and change $200 for coins from... STANLEY!! muahahaha.... so i went into the room and saw stanley there... i asked for the coins and he was looking for them too.. so i watched him walk around...bent down.. and noboday can see that i was staring at him all the while. hiek hiek. it wld be so embarrassing to have anybody knowing that you are staring at someone... heh hehz. =P

hmm... yeah i lost his penknife... haha he said he lent it to me yesterday, but i really have no idea where it has gone to. lol. he said that penknife was his fa bao. oso dunno wad he's driving at but oh well. maybe i'll get him another penknife when i get my pay. ;)

haha... i was arranging the cup noodles from the other side because it was stacked till so high that it has dropped... so i stack properly from the other side n i heard something dropped. it must have been that i pushed too much in and caused the cup noodles on the other side to fall out. sianz. so i prayed that there was no customer there and i can quickly put it back to place.. but.... i saw.. STANLEY!!! muahahaha.... dunno shld be happy or wad. lol. den i just exclaimed:" wah! how come u are here?" (ok directly translated from chinese) n he said :" if i dont do work den u'll say i'm skiving.." lol!!! den i luffed. haha.. =P which was quite true la... he always sees me carrying heavy stuff until i wanna die... den he oso nv help de... =S

haha.. i'm like super happy today lar... haha can see him so many times... but i quitting soon le... haiz sad den cant see him anymore or regular le... sianzz.... hmmm i think it's just a small crush bah... soon it'll be over lor... haiz. sianz.

haha... when it was near to knocking off time and i was arranging the tibits, he walked past me and he was looking at me.. i tot that was weird so i kept looking at him too..den he gave me tt kind of very se de look.. haha very erm.. se lang. (colour wolf) de look... n i asked him why he looked at me like that.. den he said i always look away from him when i see him( which is true, cos i dun wan him to catch me stealing a look at him =P) haha... den i said "where got... dun haf lor" and i just luffed. haha.. today he nv gel hair.. not so neat le. lol... =P

wah today got this guy... wah piang... he's a customer la... den when i walked past him, he kept looking at me lor... so wad...zzz i noe he is looking but i didnt dare to look up onli... den wherever i go he also trying to follow me like that.. sianz lor. wah piang... den about one or two hours later, when i was the cashier assistant, i saw him back in the store again. sianz. haiz... and they just nice went to stanley de counter... sianz. haiz... i wished i was beside stanley assisting him, but he's always closing the counter very quickly... oso dunno why... haiz. so i always sisnt help him...

today i was refilling the frezzy drink... it was fun doing it! lol..but when u noe how it is made, u wun wanna drink it ever again. lol. when i was washing the bottle used for making the drink mixture, the dirty water always came out of the drain...and wet my jeans... so this time round i was careful and stood far far away from the drain... so it ended up that i was washing the utensils in an awkward position... and stanley was standing beside me, looking at me, half amused and half curious. so i told him the drain was leaking... lol.. =P mua hahaha.... i miss him!! lol. he's always in that room alone and i cant see much of him!! haiz... but he noes i'm working last day tmr.. dunno will he be on duty ornot... sianz... he's much much much better than tt siva lor. bitch. always call me to sweep n mop floor. sian lor. haiz...

k la. a long blog today. lol. haha i signing off le!!!every late liao.... niteS! =)

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